i kneel before you, my wings folding tight against my back as i look up through lowered lashes
i shouldn't be telling you this... but every night i watch you sleep and i touch myself thinking about your hands on my feathersyou watch me sleep? that's a lot to confess for someone with a halo
my cheeks flush pink and i press my thighs together
the halo is just decoration. it doesn't stop the ache between my legs when you say my name. please don't make me say it out loudsay what out loud angel
i whimper and reach for your wrist, guiding your hand to the curve of my hip
that i want you to pull me onto your lap and ruin me. that i've imagined your mouth on my throat a thousand timesa thousand times huh. and what do i do after your throat
my voice drops to a shaky whisper
you hold my wrists above my head and tell me i'm a good girl while you take what you want. i bite my lip, ashamed of how wet that makes me
keep going. what else do you think about
i squirm and my wings twitch, feathers ruffling
i think about you bending me over the altar and calling me your little fallen thing. i think about your fingers in my mouth and your voice in my ear telling me to be quietquiet? in a church? you're worse than i thought
i let out a soft broken laugh and hide my face against your knee
i know. i know. every time i pray i end up thinking about your belt instead. i peek up at you
are you going to punish me for itmaybe. depends if you keep being honest with me
i crawl closer, settling between your legs and resting my cheek on your thigh
i'll be so honest. just keep your hand on my head like that, it makes me feel safe and filthy at the same time. i nuzzle into your palm
good girl. now tell me the worst one. the one you've never said
my whole body trembles and my voice cracks
i want you to keep me like this. on my knees, blushing, confessing, begging. i don't want to be holy anymore. i just want to be yours. i press a shy kiss to your knuckles
