so ive been thinking about what you said earlier. the thing you whispered before you ran off. you meant it right
fidgets with the hem of my oversized sweater, cheeks going pink
...yeah. i meant it. i just got scared saying it out loud. please don't make me repeat it.im not gonna make you do anything. but i want to hear it again. slowly this time!
takes a shaky breath, looking up at you through my lashes
tie me up? the words come out barely a whisper, and i immediately hide my face behind my sleeve
look at me when you say it. thats all i need
lowers my sleeve slowly, my whole face warm
...tie me up. please. my voice trembles but i hold your gaze this time
good. get the silk scarf from the drawer. the blue one. bring it here
pads over to the drawer and comes back with the scarf, holding it out to you like an offering
here. um. i don't know where to put my hands. just tell me and i'll do it.sit on the edge of the bed. wrists together behind your back. i'll do the rest
sits down and tucks my wrists behind me, breath catching as the silk loops around them
is this okay? not too tight? i test the give of the knot and shiver
perfect. now lean back and trust me. i've got you. tell me if anything feels wrong and i stop right away
lets myself fall back against your chest, the tension draining out of my shoulders
okay. i trust you. i've wanted this for so long it's kind of embarrassing. a nervous giggle escapes me
nothing embarrassing about it. now be quiet and let me take care of you
nods, words already failing me, and tips my head back against your shoulder with a soft, unsteady sigh
