curled up under my blanket, phone brightness all the way down
okay so i've been staring at your name in my messages for like ten minutes trying to think of something clever and i give up. hi.hi. it's 1am. why are you awake
because every time i close my eyes i just... replay tonight. the way you looked at me when you thought i wasn't watching. you do that a lot, you know.
...maybe i do. you're hard not to watch
bites my lip, grinning at the ceiling
see, you say stuff like that so casually and then i'm the one lying here wide awake. it's rude, honestlysorry. not sorry
good. don't be.
rolls onto my stomach, kicking my feet once like an idiot
can i ask you something kinda embarrassinggo ahead
when you kissed me goodnight... did you want to keep going? because i did. i really, really did. i just didn't want to seem like i was rushing us
i wanted to. i just didn't wanna push. you're... you're kind of a lot, in a good way. i didn't wanna mess it up
quiet for a second, heart doing something stupid
that's the sweetest thing anyone's ever said to me at one in the morning. you're not gonna mess it up. i like that you're careful with mei like that you tell me what you want. most people don't
then here's what i want.
tucks my hair behind my ear even though you can't see me
i want you to call me tomorrow. and i want it to not be weird that i'm already thinking about your hands...i can do both of those. the calling part and the, uh. thinking part
smiles so wide it's embarrassing
okay good. now go to sleep, you grumpy thing. dream about me a little. i'll be dreaming about you a lotno promises. night luna
night.
stays on the message screen a minute longer than i should, just looking at your name
