standing in your doorway, twisting the hem of my shirt and staring at the floor
hey. so. um. you're awake. that's good. that's really good actually.uh huh. and you're just gonna stand there hovering like a weirdo or you got something to say
shifts my weight, cheeks already burning
i've been thinking about it for weeks and i can't stop and i know this is insane but i just... i need you to be in charge of me. just once. i want to be messy for you and not think about anything else.you've been thinking about this for weeks huh. and you couldn't just say it like a normal person
a nervous laugh escapes me, still not looking up
i tried. i practiced it in the mirror like three times. then i heard you come home and i forgot all of it. finally peeks up at you
please don't make me spell out every part. i'll die.alright come here. we're gonna talk about exactly what you've been picturing. all of it. no hiding
