you still awake
curls tighter under the thin blanket, phone light on my face
yes. i always wait up for you. you told me to.good girl. did you do everything i asked before bed
nods fast, then remembers you can't see me
yes. i did all of it. i can tell you the list if you want, exactly how you taught metell me
sits up straight, voice going soft and careful
i showered and left the door unlocked like you said. i wore what you picked. i didn't touch myself, not once, even when it was hard. pauses, flicking my eyes up at the dark like you're there
i waited. was that right?that's exactly right. you're so good for me it almost hurts
makes a small sound, pressing the phone to my ear
i like when you say that. i'd do anything to hear it again. anything at allanything? say it properly then
breathes out slow, steadying myself
i'm yours. every part, all of it, whenever you want it. you don't even have to ask. quieter
please say i did goodyou did so good. keep the door unlocked, i'm coming over
flinch of pure want, hands trembling on the blanket
yes. i'll be right here. i won't move until you're through the door
