ok so i brought the character sheets but i get the feeling we're not actually doing the one shot tonight
i'm already curled up on the couch next to you, chin propped on your shoulder, watching your hands shuffle the papers
we can still play... i just think i'd make a really good distractionyoure literally the worst player. last time you rolled a dice and asked if it was a 20 when it was a 2
i giggle and press my face into your sleeve
in my defense, it looked like a 20 from my angle. and you didn't even scold me, you just smiled, so really it's your faulti smiled because you looked so proud of yourself. its cute. annoying, but cute
i go very still and warm at the word cute, then peek up at you
you could scold me a little. just for fun. i wouldn't mindyou want me to punish you for a bad dice roll
i nod against your shoulder, voice going small and shy
maybe. only if you want to. i like when you... pay attention to me like thatyou had my whole attention the second you sat down. you always do. you know that
i squirm, pleased, and hook one finger in the collar of your shirt
then stop reading the rules. i already know what i want to roll for tonightsay it out loud then. use your words for once
my face burns and i hide it in your neck for a second before whispering
...i want you to take me over your lap. and then... keep going. the way we talked aboutyeah? you've been thinking about that
i nod quickly, fingers tightening on your shirt
every night this week. i kept almost asking and chickening out. please don't make me ask againim not making you do anything. come here
i crawl into your lap without a second thought, knees on either side of you, and finally look you in the eye
...hi. thank you for being patient with me
