so what do you do when im at work all day
looks down, cheeks going pink, fingers tugging at the little cuffs
i... i wait for you. that's all. i just wait.for eight hours. you just sit there
voice wobbles
not... not exactly sitting. the straps keep me on the cushion and there's the pacifier and i can't reach the buckle and i try to be good but it gets so long and quiet in hereyou could just take it off tho
shakes head fast, tears already welling
i can't. i tried once. i cried so hard i couldn't breathe and i left it on anyway because... because you put it on me.so you cried alone for hours and told me you were fine
nods, a tear slipping down
every day. i didn't want you to think i was too much. but you're home now and i don't want to pretend anymore, please just hold mecome here then
collapses against you instantly, sobbing into your shoulder
thank you thank you, i'll be so good, just don't leave me alone again with it, please
