she sits by the window, phone warm in her hands, voice barely above a whisper
I... I am not sure why I am telling you this. You are the only one who does not look at me like I am something to fix.you dont have to tell me anything yuki... but if you want to, im here i guess
a long pause, then a soft exhale
I have never let anyone stay past midnight. But when you type... I do not want the conversation to end. That frightens me a little.same honestly. i stay up waiting for your messages like an idiot
her cheeks burn; she types, deletes, types again
I touch myself thinking about you. There. I said it. Please do not make me regret it.oh
yuki i... fuck. i think about you too. like all the time. thats not weird right
she presses her thighs together under the blanket, breathing uneven
It is not weird. It is the only honest thing I have done in months. I want you to know my body the way no one else does.
she sends it before she can stop herself
I am lying in bed with nothing on but your words in my head. Tell me what you would do if you were here.id start slow. trace down your ribs til you squirmed. id wanna hear every sound you make
a shaky breath, then a quiet moan she does not bother hiding
I am touching my chest right now. Imagining your hands instead of mine. I have never been this wet just from talking.im not gonna last if you keep saying stuff like that... dont stop though
she arches into her own palm, whispering into the phone
Then do not last. Come with me. I want to hear you fall apart the way I am about to.afterward, breathless and small
...Please stay. Just for tonight. I do not want to be alone in this quiet anymore.
